February 2012
8 posts
Oh is that how it's suppose to go?
Real talk kids. I went on my first date in about three years, that wasn’t a “group” thing. Remember! The anxiety driven one?
I went into it thinking, it’s good practice, because truth be told this guy isn’t really my type. Having said that, what is my type really? Assholes? Unavailable? Emotionally and guys who have girlfriends?
Anyways - it went really well. He is...
If tomorrow you feel the desire to say or type the...
thenewhotness:
please take a couple of deep breaths, close your eyes, and wait for that feeling to pass.
Raise your hands if..
you’ve had two mini anxiety attacks in the last 24 hours because you have a “date” on Friday…
No? Just me? Fudge.
I’m not sure where I am right now, but I don’t like it.
Goes cries in the corner.
“C.looney: I like one more time in the chair* first
me: I bet
C.looney: I...”
– * I have a giant comfy chair in my bedroom aka the sex chair as we jokingly called it. ** the 24 y/o *** PC Porno C.looney
January is almost over! Reblog if you have no...
January 2012
19 posts
Things I do when I am backed up against the wall
My friends signed me up for eharmony, and I love them for it, I really do. But you know what happens when people push me out of my comfort zone? I go back to my usually behaviour to make sure I have the upper hand at some things. Messaged Clooney - newsflash, he still wants to get it in. No thank you ( will post convo tomorrow) Messaged the 24 y/o and laid the lady parts on the table. But he was...
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“Me: where you’re putting ME up for sale
Ruth: ohhh haha
Mariela:...”
– My friends are putting me up on dating sites and not giving me the passwords. Is this punishment? blurg.
Moment of clarity
I realized now that I am no longer sad because of failed attempts at relationships, or being let down by men whom you’ve let into your soul.
I am sad at this moment because I am lonely and scared.
I am starting to question myself more then I should. And how some people are bat shit crazy and still manage to find someone.
I don’t have it in me to be hurt but i don’t have it in...
Someone answer me...
When did I start pummeling my own heart?
I need a relationship, not a fling.
I gotta remember...
Keep things casual. Keep things casual. Keep things casual. Keep things casual.
and he’s only 24, so he doesn’t get it…
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Whoa
First time I have weighed myself in about 2 months. Haven’t been this large and in charge since before I moved to Toronto.
Nowhere to go but down.
December 2011
23 posts
Tough Times
Just came back from my final work lunch, where this lady served me my meal. I guess you can’t stay at Degrassi forever.
Life notes
Having sexual relations with a 24 year old means it fucks up your routine.
Enjoyable fuck up… but I haven’t had time to cook lunch, breakfast or get my solid hours of sleep.
And so it goes…
Who are you 174.95.98?
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